She brought me a fever.

I was full of skepticism but reassured that the decision I was making would be a good one.

“I still get nervous when I fart around you.”

Best decision I ever made. I love you, Jake. This is going to continue to be a great adventure.

My favorite band has and always will be a street punk band. Second favorite is folk alternative. I can honestly say the last time I had fun at The Venue was in 2010. I’m happy I don’t go to every shows anymore. Waste of my money and energy. I’m fine not being involved in any band, booking drama, or personal beef with anyone. My life is simple now and I plan on keeping it that way. Best show I went to last year was Murder by Death. It was at a bar, and the two times I saw Red Fang there it was pretty fucking excellent. I have a better time at any show than I would at some two bit place that needs to change its name. Sue me.

Almost 22. No plans, no goals.
Going with the flow.

Over you.

Now I’m just sick to my stomach.

As far as my personal life, it’s fantastic.

As far as my adult life, it’s fucking awful.

Something will give eventually.

Right?

This is proving to be a lot more difficult than I thought. Last night I was at a house show my boyfriend wanted me to go to and without drinking, I seriously felt so lost an insecure I didn’t even want to be there. 

It made me realize how much I rely on alcohol to dispense of my nerves for social interaction.

Hopefully this helps me get my shit together.

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I really do.

Is this what being treated nice and having a good relationship is like?! It’s pretty nice.