September 2010
"Go Find Another Lover."
I’ve been doing a lot of thinking.
A lot. Especially after tonight.
And I’m starting to wonder if I lead people on. I wonder why guys take an interest in me. (“Self-centeredness” aside). I mean really. I’m not going to sleep with you.
It will never happen.
It’s just a thought. Nothing to flip out over, people who are reading this post. You know, maybe...
Today one of my best friends brought up an amazing point. How having a “monogamous” sleeping buddy is a great idea since we both are perfectly content with being alone besides the fact we hate sleeping alone.
If only we were so lucky where such a person existed.
"They say 'home is where the heart is'. Maybe...
The more and more I watch Dexter, the more and more I realize I am slowly like his character (as played by Michael C. Hall).
No, I am not moonlighting as a serial killer killing those who I believe escaped justice.
I am, however, noticing how he will have his own little thoughts throughout the show. As cold hearted as they may be, they are still intriguing. I will constantly overanalyze...
About last night......
Seems to be the most common phrase with me. I take it all in stride. I pride myself on my youth and my self control that I have developed. I will never make exceptions or excuses for what I’ve done. You will never get what you want out of me. Many of tried, none have succeeded.
It’s too hot outside. I am ready for the cold. I’m ready to wear hoodies and hats and see my breath...
My good friends know how much I reallly can’t stand cuddling, especially when it’s hot or I’m hungover or just uncomfortable in general. However.
As distant as I may seem.
As withdrawn as I come across.
I could be far away from you and be perfectly content.
When it comes down to it,
I hate sleeping alone.
Double ya money and make it stack.
Jay-Z, I don’t know where you get your financial advice, but it doesn’t necessarily apply to all of us.
My current financial situation is this. I was booted off my mother’s insurance for not being a full time student (because I have to have a job. duh.) And thanks to my $30 dumbass mistake, I now have a $7000 dollar hospital bill. I owe my school $328….last Wednesday. And...
I wish that you didn't love me no more, I've been...
Atmosphere last night was incredible, if that’s even the RIGHT word for it. Sucks if you had to miss out.
I forgot how much I love this album. I’m blasting it right now. Since 6th grade, Brody Dalle has always worked in her way into my angst-ridden heart. Thanks to her, I have something to help it.
“We don’t rest in peace, we just disappear.”
I need to stop...
Yesterday
I did the following:
- Finished “Smashed” by Koren Zailckas. Great book. Reminded me why I cut back on my obnoxious behavior whilst drinking.
- Went to work. Two guys tried to pick me up at 11am by inviting me out for a beer when I got off work while they sat there and drank two giant glasses of Coors Light. I crushed them when I told them my real age.
- Hung out with Lauren. We are...
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Gave in.
The title for this post sums it all up. Don’t know how long I’ll keep this going, or if I’ll forget it all together, but we’ll see how things go. I’ll usually find something amusing to post, or something about me, or have a story to tell from that day. Who knows? Maybe I’ll refer to all my friends by different names and make up stories. The options are endless...
