December 2010
November 2010
Day 11
Put your iPod on shuffle and write the first ten songs that pop up.
1) Help I’m Alive (Acoustic) - Metric
2) The List - Metric
3) Sinatra - Deftones
4) Stormy Weather - Frank Sinatra
5) Steamer Trunk - Alkaline Trio
6) Variation on Commemorative Transfiguration and Communion at Magruder Park - Sufjan Stevens
7) Room with a View - Brother Ali
8) Fly Me to the Moon - Frank Sinatra
9)...
Day 10
Discuss your first love and your first kiss (nice).
My first kiss was Jacob Miller when I was 14. It was at a show and I had never actually been kissed before, which he offered to do. He was my friend from then all the way through high school and is still someone I am happy to see even though he lives in Moscow.
My first love was Jake Wobig. Yes, my first love was a gay man. We all know how that...
Day 9
How you hope your future will be.
This is almost identical to the 10 years post.
Screw you, challenge. Very simple, anyways.
-Heavily tattooed.
-Bounty hunter.
-Washington.
-Hopefully not alone.
-Kids? Still a no.
Day 8
A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
It was just recently. Fairly sure in the past few months. I have changed a lot in little ways that I feel a lot better about. I’m not so reserved about things anymore.
For example:
-Started drinking beer.
-Started liking pro football. Picked a team and everything.
-Someone found my ticklish spot (and it’s only that one person....
Day 7
Your zodiac sign and how you think it fits your personality.
My zodiac sign is Aquarius.
The Water Carrier, if you will.
It’s pretty much me in a nutshell. I’ve always been similar to Aquarian traits. Very friendly and kind, but also unattached in certain emotions. I can dig it.
Traditional Aquarian Traits
Friendly and humanitarian Honest and loyal Original and inventive...
Day 6
30 interesting facts about yourself (yeah. sure.)
1) I really dislike sleeping alone.
2) I only eat macaroni and cheese when the noodles are character shaped.
3) Every crush, relationship, or fall out I’ve ever had, I have dedicated a Tegan and Sara song to.
4) I deal with people very well.
5) I will never believe in any form of a higher religious power. I am perfectly happy to have no...
Dear Liver
On Friday, December 17th, it will be my first Booze and Sex Toys party at the Specks house. Every year I get to hear the crazy stories that happen at these parties. This year I will be apart of them.
On Saturday, December 18th, it will be the Ugly Sweater party at Alex, Derek, and Brittany’s. This time no toolbags or distant acquaintances whatsoever will be invited. Therefore, more good...
Thanks a lot
Well since I have some time to kill before I get myself ready for this day, I have decided to write down some things I am thankful for. This is what this holiday is about right? Or is that Labor Day?
- Family. For a mother who never gave up on me and for a dad who still tries his best everyday to reassure me that he won’t give up on himself. I am thankful for my sister, even though we fight...
Day 5
A time where you thought about ending your own life.
Before I entered my era of positivity, there was a time when I was an angst ridden child who thought no one else’s misery mattered but my own. I thought the world was out to get me and even if I turned around and told it to fuck off, it wouldn’t go away. When my dad told me he was going to be involved in his first actual marriage, I...
Day 4
Your views on religion.
This is a subject I am very simple about. I am God Free. I choose not to believe in any particular higher being or believe that there is one that exists. It’s a decision I made a couple years ago and I have been perfectfully happy without any type of religious influence in my life.
However, I do admire those who are able to have that type of faith in their beliefs....
Day 3
Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Let’s see. The first time I ever smoked weed and got drunk I was 14. The farthest I’ve gone with drugs is pills and weed. Sorry, no hardcore drugs there.
Since alcoholism runs in my family, I watch myself. I take breaks, I don’t feel the need to be drunk all the time, and I feel extreme pity for those that do. I like being drunk, I like making...
Fact
We’re so hopeless, it gives me hope.
I’ve never smiled so much like a total asshole in my whole life.
Thanks for making me happy.
I appreciate you everyday.
Day 2
Where you’d like to be in 10 years.
Let’s see. In ten years, I’ll be 29. Not sure about kids still at that point. I’d like to be covered in tattoos and living in some remote part of Washington. I’d like someone with me. I’m sure at that point I’ll just be one fine ass bounty hunter. However, I’d still like to keep my positive attitude towards...
Day 1
Current relationship status:
I am currently committed to someone. I’ve never wanted someone more than this. I’m happy everyday. I like the feeling it’s giving me. I have my downs, but for the most part I am smiling all the time.
Heather Hardass
Tina Toughnuts.
Molly Maruder.
Names I’ve been called by by close friends (especially guys) since I can remember. I don’t mind them at all and I’m sure there’s more. However, I’m not as tough skinned as everyone thinks. People expect me (since I am “the Smash”) to smash others who have wrong me and wronged them. This situation came up today, so I thought...
Storms
Worst time to be alone for me. Not a lot of people know that. What I want here with me isn’t.
That’s okay though.
Stay posi.
That's how you know
Today, I hung out with Lauren. Like I do all the time. However, we invented a new sex position while remaining fully clothed. It looks something like this.
We’re calling it the Pisces.
That’s when you know you’re best friends with someone. When you can invent a sex position, fully clothed, be excited about it, and give it a name.
Today
is definitely an Atmosphere day.
I will probably listen to him all damn day.
And never get sick of it.
I also hope to see a face I haven’t seen in awhile today.
Ready, set, go!
“I will show you all you need to know
You must hold on to anyone that wants you...”
– Atmosphere
Update for the Smash:
Since November, I have:
1) Gone to Twin Falls
2) Gone to Portland
3) Saw my best friend.
4) Saw friends I never see.
5) Got a speeding ticket.
6) Drank (as much as I usually do).
7) Met someone who makes me happier than anyone will ever know.
And also, November isn’t even over yet. :)
Today is November 15th.
Today is the day I quit.
One to go……
“Look, I want to tell you something because your very dear to me and I hope you...”
– Roger Sterling, Mad Men
“Nostalgia - it’s delicate, but potent. Teddy told me that in Greek,...”
– Don Draper, Mad Men
“Was she sent down from the heavens above
Her breath pure as whiskey, my heart...”
– Flogging Molly
fmylife:
Today, I decided to quit smoking. I also started to watch Mad Men. FML
I FUCKING LOVE PARAMORE. I DON’T CARE. I...
“I want to tell her I felt it in my heart, but I have no heart to feel. I want to...”
– The Acacia Strain
“Stay afloat. The key is hope. I never let a motherfucka break me, dog.”
– Kid Cudi 